(excerpt from "No Horse" Youtube)
Saturday, 23 August 2014
No Horse
Monday, 21 July 2014
Visions of India; A Short Biographical Memoir…
(photo from very thankable unknown source)
By Jason B.R. Maxwell
Curtin University
1607279
Reader’s note; Names in this story have
been changed to protect individuals. Yet all events are true…
Prelude
Gina Mercuzio looked like the dark free
gypsy Sam White admired. Sitting cross legged with a perfect posture on a Turkish
pillow in the St. Andrews market chai tent, her long braided black hair was dancing
as her deep true laughter took Sam’s attention like moth wings have gravity. She
had such earthy skin and a long yet elegantly rounded face which changed so
much with all the flow of her conversation. But it was her eyes, that dark certain
something beyond, opal born of some inner calm yet with sparks of fire. So when
her friend went to get another cup of chai and she started rolling what
obviously looked like a joint, Sam took her chance. “Hey do I know you from
somewhere?” Sam said with a smooth smile. “Hey maybe, I was told I have an old
soul so it’s entirely possible” - the fire had been sparked. Sam and Gina
talked and talked as easy as breezes play with gum leaves, swirling great
cosmic subjects into experiences of destiny and past lives and then switching
to gems and the resonances of certain stones. Yet as Gina mentioned a party, some deep
continental part of Sam started to move. She had heard of de’ja’vu, but this
was it, she had been here before. It was the spokes of the sun streaming past
the rainbow canvas of the tent, just like that, it was the tribal tattoos
reaching a joint towards her, just like that, it was the way Gina blurred the
rest of the world, became so immensely focussed, so intensely high definition….
It was 1979 and the purple smoky haze of the sixties had settled in all the right
pathways, valleys and oasis’s of existence in Australia. Yet for Sam, the adventure
of other existences was stirring, waiting for their wings to open…
I
“Are you an artist Sam?” – the live
mandolin and djembe music was loud, Sam’s back was turned -talking to poet friends
she had met before- yet she heard Gina’s voice even though it was barely a
whisper... “Yeah I guess, how’d you know?” “Well, it’s the jewellery you wear,
its beautiful and so unique, especially this piece…you make it yourself don’t
you?” -Gina’s heavily jewelled arm
graced up to touch her ear ring, a black oval of varnished blackwood with a
silver snake dancing through the space.
III
After the tarot cards were
scattered, after the dancing spinning fires, after the DMT with the bent
psychologists, the goldfish-stall-owner and the unemployed, the cyclone of that
nights party brought existence home again. And Sam was excited. In the dawn
crystal air, as she drove the Kinglake tractor across the red clayish dirt of
the spud fields, there was a new purpose, an intuition, an electricity in her
dreamings. It was India. That rich, vibrantly entrancing word. India. Gina had offered a free ticket and
accommodation as part of a business trip, delivering jewellery and buying gems and
clothing whole sale from Ragisthan. “Delivering Jewellery?” Her boyfriend
puffed, “to India? Sounds abit suss to me Sam…” “well, I don’t know… , Darion
said she’s legit, she’s got connections...she goes over all the time, she’s coming
here to buy a few ounces, we can trust her, we’ll ask her about it if your that
paranoid, but its India Mark! A free ticket to India, I’ll get a chance to see
the Taj Mahal, see Bagwan Ragnish, I’ll find myself Mark… and get some real
materials to work with, imagine if we didn’t have to work on the farm anymore,
imagine if I earn enough to get a studio...”
IV.
In Delhi it had just finished
raining. The monsoon rains had started
to brew its thick intoxicating soup in the air. Yet for now it was not yet
putrid, not yet mature, and as the plane doors opened the heat hit her like a
fresh steaming wall. Fredricko, the short stocky ‘other traveller’ who Gina had
twirled into her ideas of the gemstone trade, pushed past with a smile. “Wow…
warm like a womb Sam!” and it was, the womb of the eastern culture laying out
the way to her new life. Gina greeted a
tall man in a long black Turkish tunic who laughed down into his beard. She
spoke a few Indian words to him and she gave him all our bags and they jumped
in his beat up three wheeled car to get to the Motel. After they settled in, a night of smoking and
revelry began. Sam and Fredricko were told to not worry about their luggage. That
the jewellery was delivered and the customers were happy. This gave them a
sense of pride. A slightly edgy unsure pride, considering they didn’t even see
what was in their ‘luggage,’ but it was a pride none-the-less. They were smoking hashish, strong bloody
hashish, unlike any hash Sam had ever smoked, why question? The slithering
smoke relaxed her more than anything she had ever experienced. The world
blurred again, but this time Gina wasn’t there, no one was, the world had
disappeared and she was warm, content in herself, her own Indian universe. The
next day they got train tickets to Ragisthan where they would buy gems. While
Sam was waiting at the train station she experienced her first form of culture shock.
It was a muddy naked man, a sadhu, or holy man, who was just standing there,
still as a statue. What shocked Sam further was that everyone was just walking
past him, women, children, just walking past as if he really was a statue. The
next day they arrived in Ragisthan and then it was on to a hotel called the Ever
Green. Once they got to the hotel Gina met a small, toothy-crooked-smiling boy
called Suja who was the most polite and well-spoken little man Sam had ever
known.. “Guud afternoon maadem … you stay with me -no problem - I will
translate for you hapilly…” Suja was Nepalese. There was a light in his eyes, a
dawn light, all of a sudden the blur that was in Sam’s head stopped. The next
day Gina took Sam and Fredricko shopping. A glimmer of the warm friendship they
all shared back in Australia appeared as amethysts, star rubies, agates, tigers
eyes, quartz, and all manner of lush nuggets and perfectly facetted stones
dropped into their hands at the cheap, lavish Bazaars. They had done it, they
had made their creative fortune in India.
V
“Hey mem saab look…” the light was
a lucid golden sunset, Suja was in the Ever Green courtyard under a tree
spinning a rope… No, spinning a snake, no, a rope… Yes, definitely a rope…
VI
The blur wasn’t gone for long. The
blur returned as they smoked again and again, ‘celebrating’ their sudden fortune
in long, silent starings and music. But where was Gina in this comfy haze, this
new Hotel womb? She kept disappearing, crossing over a cultural bridge that
over time, Sam and Fredricko began to mistrust. “What were in those bags we
carried Sam? Have you seen those people she’s been hanging out with?” “I don’t
know Freddy, it’s Gina, you know, the mystic? Quite frankly I don’t want to
know. I’m happy in my karma that way… And hey, just because they look shady
doesn’t mean they are.” It started getting hot. Really hot. The thing about
Ragisthan is that it’s in the middle of the desert, the hot staring middle eye
of India. 40 to 45 degree Australian days don’t come close to the baking, brain
frying Ragisthanian heat. Drowsy sleep came
easy. Sam’s new life was constant as a mirage. Yet as the heat rose, Sam
vaguely became aware of a tension between Fredricko and Gina. From time to time
she heard them arguing, and it sounded like the shoutings from some distant desert
war. Then one day, as Sam came back from the pool, she saw Fredricko, forehead
against the Hotel room wall with a mango lassi in each hand, mumbling to
himself… “The golden haze … can’t escape the fire… the gold… the golden trail
of blood… mara and the gold it kills….the haze of gold it kills!” And then he
dropped the milk drinks which gashed onto the floor like thick, yellow blood.
The next day the mad yet handsome sunburnt Italian was gone. Now the Motel was
a lonely oven. Gina was barely anywhere to be seen.
VII
“O by the way, can I have another
ten thousand rupee for the opium err I mean hashish, you’ve been smoking?” -like
a monster in the darkness, Sam realized she had been smoking opium. But she reasoned, monsters weren’t real now,
were they? “Sure…” she said weakly, handing over the notes. From that moment
onward, the monster had control. Gina made sure that only dreams and the hookah’s
nozzle kept her company as the money kept leaving Sam’s wallet. And yet in that hot oven, they were magical
dreams, dreams of kaleidoscopic, multi-armed gods and goddesses telling her
things, showing her great rainbow visions with whispers. And then walking
through rainbow archways, rooms where floating spheres of light came through
the eyes of lion headed men and women… Sam
woke one morning and the blur receded in that same way it receded the day she
had met Suja. The sun streamed through
the white dancing curtains, and there was Suja, smiling, yet staring at Sam
from the corner of the room with fiercely piercing eyes. Suddenly the ticking
clock, the noises from the next room, the flicking curtains all slowed and another
world came to her, Suja held up his arm, comically jutted out a finger and said
“mem sab… I’m going to show you something…” and then he rose, cross legged,
rose three foot clear from the floor.
VIII
From there things began to sink
into darkness. Because of the monsoon floods, she heard rumours of a break out
of cholera in Ragisthan and Sam was sick; conjunctivitis, dysentery, the nauseous
blur it seemed, was never going away. After a heavy smoking session to numb her
pain and nausea, she fell into a drug induced coma and experienced the height
of a near opium overdose, she knew it was so because she had felt herself leave
her body, and yet she didn’t think it was her body, when she looked down, it
was someone else in the bed.. When the drug left her, out of mercy or a sudden
lack of interest from Gina or both, she had been in that bed for two weeks. She
suddenly decided she needed to go to the toilet since that’s what normal people
did, wasn’t it? She collapsed from the effort... When she finally made it to
the mirror she got a major shock, the person on that bed WAS her. When Sam
first went to India, she weighed eight stone and yet now, from a period of
three months, she was five and a half.
After this revelation, reason came back to her. She told herself, it was
time. She couldn’t stay in the hotel with a money hungry parasite feeding her
opium…
IX
As Sam left to go to Bombay by
train, she felt lighter, as if she was leaving an old part of herself behind.
On the way, the train stopped after the rain at sunset. The smell in the air
was alive. It was all alive. Sam feared the floods had swept away the tracks.
But as she looked out she saw everything was fine. Suddenly she saw the snake
charmers, fully tribal and proud, walking across the tracks from one endless
sand horizon to the other, their oxen and their curved swords at their sides.
She realised then that that was power, for true power comes with freedom, even the
trains were transfixed…
X
“O no sorry mem sab, all we have today is daal,
japarti and rice, nothing but daal and rice, O an chai yes, we have chai, it is
very nice chai, yes very nice…” with daal, japarti and chai in front of her and
her blurry Bombay world, a cow stuck its head through the window a few foot
away from where she was. She gasped, but then she also felt blessed, she knew
these creatures were considered blessed animals and she could suddenly see the
peace in its large all seeing eyes. Unfortunately in the confusion, her new silver
bracelet had been stolen. She reasoned that she probably fed someone’s family
for a few days, so it wasn’t all bad. Even in her state she knew she was still
a fairly wealthy westerner. Every day she saw slums and filth, how could she
complain? After this experience she slowly wondered out onto the street and for
the first time she started feeling happy, still sick, still blurry, but happy.
Street performers, a husband and wife were building a huge clay dome over the
husbands head. A dome nearly a full foot thick over him as he was laying down.
When she went back three days later, he was still there, head in a clay bell in
fifty degree temperature, with no air holes in sight. It was then she reasoned
it was time to call her boyfriend. She was no street performer, she was sick. Without
any health services she felt she could rely on, she needed advice… “Go see
Gensi Lansing, he’ll look after you…” This was Marks friend who was a Buddhist priest.
He had an ashram, a holy place, in Bombay. She was saved. It was like a palace,
an artist’s white marble palace, with pillars and wide open windows where cool
breezes whispered about compassion. The happiness she felt as she left the
restaurant unfolded now like a lotus. They had the antibiotics, they had the
food, the water, it was all kindness, totally free and safe from the snakes poison
that was chasing her on the street. So the blurry world started receding,
making sense. Yet she knew she had found the place for her wings to rest, and
there was a way home…
Epilogue
After a quick trip to get her Gems
back from Ragisthan with Gina nowhere to be found, the Federal police
interviewed Sam at the airport. Gina Mercuzio was a drug runner and they were
hot on her trail. She had been importing blocks of hash to Australia, hash made
to look like bits of wood fixed behind doctor’s golden name plaques. They went
through Sam’s suitcases, her handbag, her everything. They weren’t going to let
Sam get on the plane, not until the very last minute. But all she could say was
what she knew, that she had no idea where she was, who she was, she was invisible
in that culture. But all Sam craved now was her own culture. Where things were
known to her and monsters were visible at the very least. On a stopover in
Indonesia they gave Sam special medicine for malnutrition. When she arrived
back in Australia, Mark walked straight past her because he didn’t recognise
the body that was now wondering in a new spiritual happiness. She had glimpsed
at power. She had realised that her spirit was changed at a fundamental level
and there was now truly more to this world than what was seen or talked about
in books or reason. That with freedom, we
could do things that defied logic, that skipped the A+ B that always equalled C
and reached into a deeper area of the human psyche. A psyche that led beyond a segregated
mentality, a world where the true artist existed, and with a pocket full of
gems...
Works Cited
White, Sam. Interview on India. Interviewer; Jason B.R. Maxwell, 2014.
Recording.
Wednesday, 25 June 2014
Get out of the Box!
photo from unknown source... thank you!
Samsara
or the inherit nature of embodied consciousness, described by Thanissaro
Bhikkhu as literally meaning "wandering on," is the
creation and recreation of worlds to move into and learn about the separation
of self. Thus in this ode I give you my new video poem "get out of the
box" which, with fire, prompts the creativity and unique essence of your
individual being while escaping the burning pain and suffering with enlightenment.
Enjoy my friends and Amitābha ...
Tuesday, 17 June 2014
Message to Xanadu
(susan seddon boulet via moonwoman)
Thursday, 15 May 2014
In Order to Bloom...
(photo from unknown source)
I write to alight the world, to craft the reworded one word
universe. I write because I cut wood before after and during enlightenment. I
write for the rights of the left so we can all return to the centre. I write
because the sunset on loves heart will once be set. I write because you haven’t
met the real me yet. I write because this life will hunt me to death and these
footprints will never be washed away by the hunters waving gun. I write because
the moon can only meet the sun in the past inscription-ink of one impossibly
strobed out and wild electron. I write because my proton and neutron spirit
listens to the higgs boson of my heart beat.
I write because of the fire that my friends bring to my fire
as we burn it down in the art of conversation, made in time with the owl and
cicada in the shadowless shadows. I write because I howled with Allen Ginsberg,
was on the road with Kerouac, was silently smiling with Tenzin Gyotso and felt
the hum of the machinery in the stars of Stephen Hawking’s mind. I write because my father read the hobbit to
my magic sight-full eyes, and the war ended three times hence. I write because
the meaning of life is 42 and I hitchhiked on a shoe shaped ship powered by the
drive of infinity and a cup of tea. I
write because I’ve seen festivals retuned to the pirate ship of the psychic.
I write because I’ve heard the Akashic record of the
multiversal lung sent through the lips of my daughters. I write because I’ve
felt all our cultures true deity gliding over the nape of a neck and planted in
a garden in rich red soulful soil. I
write because a girl broke my heart in teenage earthquakes that still echo
footy ground smoking spot embraces. I write because I love to perform to the
bohemian café temple that sells the best beer in my home town. And we are the
organic computer that will find the question to the one now and so answer
bunjils blessings. I write because my mother did the same thing. I write
because there is no question, we ARE the family of imaginations that are
attempting the impossible fix of all in their hermitage, in their 3 pm shadow
of thought-torturous-Atlas-moan, feeling the full rage of time, the chronic
bipolar-schizophrenic-Alzheimer’s-catatonic-obsessive-compulsive-ADHD-meglomania
of our collective advanced embodiment. I write because quantum mechanics has
proven that we are all connected to our evolution and if you disagree, bring
your evidence and I’ll laugh in our new connection.
I write because my great grandfather wrote and I have his
ancient golden pen which I now hope to absolve of its heritage of sin. I write
because the indigenous taught me how to begin on the pathway to become
indigenous, to respect all dream times and skill lines to destiny amongst the
permanence of tribal way. I write because Julia Cameron taught me to be kind to
the inner child I know lives on the inside of everyone. I write to catch the
fleeting shadow not meant to be shadow, but meant to be the molten silver on
the gum leaves at the end of a hard tired day. I write because three pages of journal
everyday teaches me chaos like 39 and a half teeth brushings leading to a car
crash. I write because the very essence of order said we’re meant to be
alive, somehow, impossibly sown in an adjective of love-verb. I write because there’s always a few words
left to bloom back to the gods…
Friday, 25 April 2014
On Three Portraits, the Young Poet, the Politician, the Old Philosopher…
(photo from unknown light source)
By Jason B.R. Maxwell,
29th March
2013.
Bachelor of Art student,
Curtin University.
Abstract:
“…its group mind,
it’s one of the means that’s available to us of attaining group mind and
there’s a lot I think in there that’s akin to a religion, there’s a religious
dimension to this…”
(Di’Stephano, Poetic Interview 27.4.13)
The Young Poet:
If Tigga, Mr. Happy and Raa Raa the Lion were all one
character in a series made for some childishly
strange hippy reality TV network, the poet I know as Ben
Andrews or ‘tigs’ would be him. A smiling
yet gentle and charismatic gentleman-hippy of the Belgrave
poetry and performing arts scene, it can
truly be said that people and auric sunshine seem to exude
from the very space around him. This of
course, for a poet like me, an urchin, dark-eyed and hermit
like, hardly able to remember a friends
name let alone how to truly smile without obscene paranoia ,
makes me jealous as…
But of course, as poetry is always a civilized, social game, it’s quite natural and easy to forgive him.
Especially since anyone offering easy, associative
barrel-fire-on-the-street type friendships are like
gold mines of paranoia break free, both essential and human….
Even before I round the cold-day –
ghost screaming corner, I know he’ll be there at the door,
short and kid-like, his old special jeans
lent against the café, champion ruby roll drifting smoke
into the wind, old top hat casually held out
to collect the door fee, those huge signature blond woolly
lamb-chop-cheeks bending with each free
smile, waiting for the poets to come from their dark
corners...
It seems, no matter
how strange, how completely wild or weird, he welcomes them all
and knows them all. With an easy few words, a few easy hugs,
he’s excited as a bounce about any
topic, protest, world reincarnation, permaculture
(especially permaculture) even weather boredom
and sharp barb wire subjects like ‘whether one should even
bother voting in a capitalistic age such as
ours’ never drops,
for there truly is a tapestry of every moment about him, weaving and weaving
the hacky sack of each conversation around the circles that
gather in the crisp fog breath air.
As the milling and the flow of feet take us to the warmer
bar and he stays behind smoking with a few
friends, it’s a little obvious I’m torn between conversation
and poetic duty to perform first, but we
finish up an impossibly large concept of a borderless world
with an ease that is ever so slightly
astonishing in its synchronicity “thank god poetry has no
borders” and I can only smile at the insane
truth of it and join the crazy Salvadore Dali ant march down
the eighties gloss white stairwell, too
bright, too quiet again. When I see him again, he’s like
some high school rebel, fashionably late, the
convenor has to call him, assuming with comedic value, the
teachers role “tigs, your on man!” And
he bounds down the stairs with a red-cheeked puff-goof-pause
on the landing, everyone including
me laughs when he says with a big open cheese “hi…” and it’s
obviously as a butterfly on a bears
face, he’s well known by everyone here.
It shows in the start to his poetry too. No stuttered
mumbling awkward introductions or grand-
standing his place in any world, no useless droning monologues
about his day spent lounging at the
café shop laughing at tourists, just casually flicking back
his shoulder length fringe and straight into
it. Poetry about Lego, about the art of play, about life…
The Politician…
Rest? What is this rest you speak of? This, I imagine, is
the motto of Local Councillor Samantha Dunn.
Searching for her titled name brings up 37,300 results by
Bing Australia and 39,000 by Yahoo
Australia (Bing, 2013, Yahoo, 2013). Taking out the white
noise from these searches, it is
clear from almost any of them that her name keeps finding
itself in all the right places. In the
local
hip “Burrinja Arts Centre” website (Burrinja, 2013) for
instance, under the section
labelled ‘Committee,’ her generous biography firmly entrenches
her character in the lush
Dandenong Ranges.
Lived in the area “since she was eight” she has been elected councillor
for
Lyster Ward 2 terms running and it is clear that she “feels
a profound connection with the area”
(Burrinja, 2013).
Especially since she has so many positions within this
vibrant community; chairperson of the Eastern
Transport Coalition since 2009, chairperson of the President
of the Victorian Local Governance
Association since 2011, she’s also the council’s face for the
Monbulk Aquatic Centre Project, the now
complete Sherbrooke Children and Family Centre Project,
Monbulk Soccer Project, Flora and Fauna
Strategy, Municipal Emergency Management Planning Committee,
Graffiti Advisory Group and the
Shire's Advocacy Group, clearly, a passionate woman! (Burrinja,
2013)
On her blog she promises to better public transport, make
more pathways for walking and cycling,
build a new community hub for Belgrave, make more funding
available to tackle weeds, make safer
streets and roads, and encouraging business and innovation
and to make peace on earth with
whatever aspect of herself she has left (Dunn, 2013). On her
recent election to
the VLGA, federal Greens member Jo Tenner said “Samantha has
the skills and energy to provide a
strong voice for the people of Eastern Victoria” (The
Greens, 2013).
Of her politics, Cr. Dunn believes like many that “people
are tired of the old parties and their broken
promises, the Greens represent honest hard working democracy
and a just transition to a
sustainable future for us all,” (The Greens, 2013) And honest hard working
democracy runs thick in her blood. In her work with the “No Maccas in Tecoma”
group for instance,
against an inappropriate VCAT approved planning permit to
build in the local town of Tecoma, she is
a most vehement force of nature in opposing the build
along-side other councillors, who also
opposed the build unanimously (Dunn, 2013).
Yet her campaign against the McDonalds intrusive build is
not just an enactment of Greens inspired
Democratic process, there is a practical side as well. On
her blog for instance, she mentions a whole
range of planning problems with the project, not least of
which is the intense traffic and road
planning on Burwood Hwy that is “a recipe for disaster if
you ask me, however as VicRoads have
signed off on it and they are the roads authority there is
no avenue to overturn this”
(Dunn, 2013).
However, while big business have the lawyers and the money,
her vehement attention to detail,
incredible powers of initiative and go get ‘em attitude, Cr.
Samantha Dunn is clearly force to be
reckoned with and any company seeking to further thwart the
democratic process on her watch will
have a fight on their hands that’s for sure. For if I’ve
learnt anything from my research into this
woman, it seems Cr. Dunn for the sake of peace, promises to
never let rest enter her vocabulary, not
even once…
The Old Philosopher…
There was an eerie barking quietness about the start to my
Interview with Zen-full, Osteopathic
healer and scholar of poetry Vince De’Stephano. Almost an aura of fear expressed in a young
dog that punctuated, fear of a stranger in his big open
house about to unleash a storm of
deep psyche in his owner. A storm that turned out to be a wise,
hard earned poetic philosophy
juxtaposed with a painful and passionate Sicilian family
history.
Yet the dog calmed down eventually and we then went into the
largely wooden kitchen where we
set up the equipment. My first question was aimed at framing
how he was introduced to poetry, to
which he casually replies “by an older fellow [Peter] when I
was asked to paint a church where he
lived … I was amazed by his ability and vast store house of
poetic phrases drawn from great
poets that he would drop into our conversation all the time”
and this story clearly brings up a
warmth within him as he smiles and leans back, almost
punctuating my visions with his stares.
While I listen to him talking of this man who was also a man
working with disabled youth, I get a
poetic vision of them, mighty warrior-medics on the battle
field of life, fighting to save troubled
youths in careless, cold institutions. Yet as he further explains his humanity in
philosophy, it is clear
that poetry and
healing seem intimately linked. For
he reflects from 30 years of clinical practice,
that it has “brought me face to face with the truth of human
suffering, [that] scratch any life and it
bleeds, but it’s only close, patient, caring contact with
people where truth is revealed”.
From there the interview takes a rather darker turn with a
question of family influences, a turn
towards his own human sufferings through anger,
dissatisfaction and a yin and yang polarity
between his father and mother. He describes with stoic
expression, how his father spent two years
carrying a machine gun in North Africa and spent four years
in a Scottish war camp. In comparison
his mother had always dreamed of joining a convent and was a
softer “spiritual woman” whom was
shocked by the reality of his father, a man that “totally
shook her existential foundations in a way
that I don’t think she really came back from…” for she died
suddenly from a stroke after they moved
to Australia from Sicily.
As I listen I see not only the visible pain in his
expressions, but the visionary experience that Vince
pours out from the sudden nature of her death. For he
describes how, shortly after her death, his
father read to his family for the first time ever from a
Bible, the psalms of David; “as though he was
recounting and retelling the story we had already lived and
that we were to live more fully” and how
it was “completely beyond linear time where the images, the
sounds, the tones were all familiar …
like a old Lama performing death rights”. After this painful
moment in their lives he told how his
father softened and mourned for months if not years, but
“there was [still] a core of anger and that
core was never really dissipated. And that was related to
the un-satisfactoriness that he felt and at
the core of that anger.” And from that lesson I believe there
is this statement: “I suppose what
prompted me at the time [to write and perform poetry] was a
sense of mortality and by mortality I
mean that sense of what is it that we leave behind”
…. And then the storm was over…
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Thursday, 27 February 2014
The Flame
(photo: Adam Scott Miller)
"Have you no thought, O dreamer, that it may be all
maya, illusion?
-Walt Whitman
Upon the meditations of consciousness this poem reaches,
where consciousness is boundless, intimately connected to this earth as the one
true consciousness we incarnate. Its symbol, an inverted journey upon the
inside of a flame, is a journey of healing the layers of collective mind
through the inner life cycles we master. For he who heals oneself heals the
world. It is in accordance with the descriptives of existence being called the
samsara flame, the life flame distilled until what remains is the crystal
essence... And so Amitābha my friends...
Saturday, 8 February 2014
A Venerable Space in the City...
(graff from unknown source, please advise if you know...)
The beauty of the calculus machine that is the city comes
through in this poem. About a spontaneous experience found walking for fitness
at 4.30 am between Fawkner park and St. Kilda beach, it explores a moment
through the entanglement of speed, metal, plastic and tarmac, that reaches out
to us from time to time. A moment so indescribable that in its oasis, rips the
veil held over micro existence, and so for us to sigh at the true pace of
things... in joy my friends...
Thursday, 30 January 2014
Looking for these Keys
(photo from unknown source)
Questions of the self have been coming up recently, with my
morning pages of squibbling journals, social dysfunctions and experiences of
macrotic dreaming. In these moods then, this poem with visual poem seeks for the
key of patience, peace and collaboration with circumstance, as the poetry scene in Melbourne evolves around a dying governance and capitalist cultures in fascist disarray. Indeed we here represent a strange breed, the left and the sensitive few, a core of survival, clinging to bridge the gaps between communities, the earth and massive
psychotic conditions... in joy :)
Monday, 27 January 2014
Yeats; Upon the Balance of Two Worlds…
(photo care of www.Totemical.com)
By Jason B.R. Maxwell
Griffith University
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“To escape a dangerous fanaticism we must
study a new science; at that moment
Europeans may find something attractive in a Christ posed against a back ground not of
Judaisim but of Druidism, not shut off in dead history, but flowing, concrete phenomenal. I
was born in this faith, have lived in it, and shall die in it” (Yeats cited in Harrison 371)
Europeans may find something attractive in a Christ posed against a back ground not of
Judaisim but of Druidism, not shut off in dead history, but flowing, concrete phenomenal. I
was born in this faith, have lived in it, and shall die in it” (Yeats cited in Harrison 371)
Introduction: Two
Religions
Much has been said about the theological complexity
of William Butler Yeats.
Yet from the moot of his critics, there remains a question via one structure of thought; on judgement day, does he believe in any form of Christian salvation? Even though it is clear that Yeats is far from Christian, answering a definitive negative to this question would be far from truth. Therefore this essay unearths an agnostic balance of religions leading to his visions of salvation. This balance can be seen behind two key works; the mechanistic logic of Christian enlightenment in “Sailing to Byzantium” and the natural beast of Paganism in “The Second Coming” (Yeats 124-129).
Yet from the moot of his critics, there remains a question via one structure of thought; on judgement day, does he believe in any form of Christian salvation? Even though it is clear that Yeats is far from Christian, answering a definitive negative to this question would be far from truth. Therefore this essay unearths an agnostic balance of religions leading to his visions of salvation. This balance can be seen behind two key works; the mechanistic logic of Christian enlightenment in “Sailing to Byzantium” and the natural beast of Paganism in “The Second Coming” (Yeats 124-129).
A Vision: Conceptual background.
Yet we cannot discuss these works without first
mentioning Yeats’s philosophic view point in ‘A Vision’. Inspired by Mrs Yeats’ exposition as a discovered
psychic in 1920, ‘A Vision’ details, in prose, that history was a “Wheel”, where a
“Great Memory” and the influence of Christ, lasts two thousand years and then
falls to a new cycle, directly opposed to its predecessor (Weeks 286-287,
Griffith University 16). But to complicate this determinism, analysis made by
Empson suggests that spirits “time travel” to ancient kingdoms and decide where
and when to incarnate themselves
(72). Indeed Yeats himself was interpreted as desiring to do so, to around 1000
AD (Empson 84).
Yeats; Sailing to a
perfected Eternity…
But where was Yeats going and why? Byzantium, one
of the major birthplaces of Christianity, to Yeats, represented a “unity of
aesthetic and religious experience” (Empson 69) and thus a pivotal point in the
two thousand year Christian cycle (Empson 84).
Further, in Yeats’s first poem of the city, “Sailing to Byzantium”, it
is singing that is given detailed and contrasted metaphors relating to the
perfection of art, where each stanza beholds music in different forms (Empson
69).
In the beginning the poems youthful song seems to accelerate the cycle of “whatever begotten,
born and dies” and thus a distraction from “the monuments of unaging intellect”
or collective mind (Yeats 6-8). Further, in the second stanza, the structures
involved in the schools of art also distract, this time from the individuals
“soul clap”, i.e. the individuals music amidst the songs or monuments of
Byzantium (Yeats 11). In the third he turns to his new masters there and makes
prayer, to “pern in a gyre” or reach out to help “Gather … [him] /Into the
artifice of eternity” (Yeats 19-22). These three stanzas form an advancement of
the soul in song, from the distractions of youth, to learning an individual’s
place, to sharing art until enlightenment.
However it is the completion of the poem which
creates the most controversy. For once he has achieved the highest purification
of his soul, he wishes not for any type of flesh-full immortality amongst the lords and ladies of Byzantium, instead he
wishes to reincarnate as a golden bird in order to sing to a “drowsy Emperor”
to keep him awake (Yeats 29).
But why would Yeats do this?
Some critics see this move as “hollowness” and
Yeats was deeply criticized even by his friends for turning his back on the
naturalism that is so strong in other works (Kimball 216, Empson 80). But
nowhere does it say that Yeats’ song itself is unnatural, mechanical or
monotonous. So in light of Yeats’ circular theory, Yeats might believe that for
personal AND political reasons, he had to travel to the very critical time of
Byzantium where the real bird is said
to have existed (Empson 84). This
mission might seem so vital, that even immortal flesh, subservient to impurity,
will fail him and his Emperor to the decisions that might decide the fate of
all future Christianity. And so the question; why couldn’t Yeats’ ‘unaging
intellect’ lead Christianity to salvation?
Absolution and
Armageddon
Perhaps art can lead to salvation, but to give such
a world burden to one man alone would be to define Yeats (or his yawning,
un-god like Emperor) as Christ himself, and too far from Yeats’s agnostic and
war hardened reality. No, Harrison defines Yeats in similarity to Nietzsche, in
that Christianity parallels Paganism as “two principles” that are in a state of
constant flux that is “contrary, not negation, not refutation” (368). Indeed,
this was a natural unending cycle, one after the other. Nowhere is this more relevant than in his
poem; “The Second Coming”, where rather than signalling any “reforming zeal,”
Yeats depicts civilization on its “blood dimmed” knees (Harrison 368, Yeats
5).
The poems semiotic structure is simple enough; two
stanzas contrast contemporary torn realities with a mystic’s narrated vision.
It achieves the former with Yeats’s cone shaped ‘gyre’ system for the soul
embodying contemporary Christianity as a whole; for “Turning and turning in the
widening gyre/ … /Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold” (Weeks 286-287, Yeats
1-3). This system predicts that in the
largest ‘gyre’, furthest from the birth of Christ symbolised ideologically as
the Falcon, innocence is lost, the wise are silent while “the worst are full of
passionate intensity” (Weeks, Yeats 2-8).
This environment builds into the second, where
Yeats then imagines a sleeping Sphinx awakening in the desert as a
consequence. Here Yeats comments on his
own symbolism, of the East and its Sphinx as “human power … stretched to its
utmost” and thus a symbol of “laughing, ecstatic destruction” (Yeats cited in
Harrison 368). But to finish it all in true Christian dread, this gigantic
beast “slouches towards Bethlehem to be born” (Yeats 22).
In contrast to “Sailing to Byzantium”, the symbols
in “The Second Coming” seems to leave no real room for interpretation, it is
“quite plainly the association of the beast, the anti-Christ” and thus the
destruction of Christian civilization (Weeks 291). But to differ from interpretations inherit
in ‘anti’, perhaps seeing the second coming of Christ in a contrary form rather than a ‘refuted’ form, one such as Michel
Angelo, would absolve many concerns amidst the sheer chaos (Yeats 20, Yeats
cited in Harrison 373).
Conclusion: The
Completion Storey…
By contrasting the dualistic bird of “Sailing to
Byzantium” and the ‘Anti’- Christ in “The Second Coming” we can see the
beginning, the middle and the end of Christian civilization in political failure
AND artistic beauty. Yet past
Christianity’s life cycle, it is perhaps answering “What rough beast … slouches
towards Bethlehem” with a Pagan one, a rough yet natural “druidic” Christ with the tough task of leading the world back
to nature, where we come closer to Yeats’ intended influences upon
Christianity. For to Yeats, life was a balance,
not a conversion, of two contrary forces; of the logical, temporal mechanics of
Christianity and the natural, eternal song of Paganism.
Works Cited:
Empson, William. Yeats and Byzantium. Grand Street
1:4 (1982): 67-95. Web. 20th Dec. 2013.
Griffith University. Study guide; LCI12 Irish Literature.Brisbane: Digitisation and
Distribution, 2013. Print.
Harrison, John R. What Rough Beast? Yeats,
Nietzsche and historical Rhetoric in “the Second
Coming”. Papers on Language and Literature 31.4 (1995):362-373. Web. 28th Dec. 2013.
Kimball, Elizabeth. Yeats's Sailing to Byzantium. The Explicator 61:4 (2003): 216-218. Web.
26th Dec 2013.
Weeks, Donald. Image and Idea in Yeats’ the Second
Coming. PMLA 63:1 (1948): 281- 292. Web. 26th Dec. 2013.
Yeats, William Butler. Selected Poems. Ed.Timothy
Webb. London: Penguin Books, 1991. Print.
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